was low  battery for weeks....endless nonsense overtime,shitty office politic issue,sick,lonely,desperate,lose passion on everything, .....waiting to be rescued but Tathagata was sleeping, jesus ignore me,santa clasus  can't afford a plane ticket to vist me....

thx vampire there still halloween,thx my lovely friends lady flapper n toliet Paper Zombie....my doctor said no alcohol but she didnt say no alcohol for free.....thx Taurine 4 gave me energy for party, thx all the insane ppl help me to be released.